perze has alot of stuff on his mind these days that are trying to keep him down, but we both know “God Loves him”

i am running around these days trying to accomplish a lot of stuff that needs to be done, and sometimes, it gets overburdening…but we both know “God loves me.”

“God loves you Perze.”
“God loves you Marchesa.”

“…he will quiet you with His love…” -Zeph. 3:17

everything will be okeys mahal….in everything, we must be joyful…

I barely remember the movie, nor my blog is related to it but yesterday I’ve experienced them first hand.

While going home Saturday night, I was feeling a little iffy. I got home and prepared to sleep, 30 minutes after closing my eyes I woke up burning with fever, maybe it was the chilly night but I woke up and grabbed some tylenol then went back to sleep. Woke up again 30 minutes later and turned the heat up because I was really shivering. I looked at my watch. It was 4 in the morning. The next thing I noticed I got a call from marchesa, she told me it was 8, and church starts in an hour. I did realize that we were supposed to lead praise and worship but I had to beg off in the last minute, because I can barely open my eyes and I still had a slight fever. The next thing, I get another call, which I believe was another hour or two later asking if I finished making a form. Then it hit me, Uh-oh … I totally forgot to forward it to the members of the nominating committee. That was probably my biggest blunder day at church. Now that I’m sane and well, I just realized that I even volunteered to do a special number. Heh.

The day progressed and I got better. Not because the Eagles won against the Giants, I should feel all the more sick since McNabb only had a 26 passer rating (what is up with that?!?), but because a lot of people showed their concern, especially marchesa. I’ll take this time to thank Kuya Bio and Tita Ruth for allowing marchesa to come over and bring lots of food (including junk food). Of course a heartfelt thanks should be given to my angel ? thank you mahal.

And to those who have been praying, thank you very much.

In this day and age, not too many people find the love of their life early on. Even more difficult to find someone who has the same quirks and passion as you have, and much, much, much more difficult to find someone who complements and supplements your personality and even you abilities.

This is why there are too many failed relationships out there. Even the statistics agree, almost 50 percent of marriages end up in divorce, even sadder to think that among “Christians” they have the same rate, and in some studies, even higher. These blaring facts just makes you think twice about getting into a relationship. Of course, once you decide to get into one, there would be sacrifices to make, friends that you would lose, habits you need to let go ? just a whole lot of stuff that needs a lot of work in order to succeed. If you think about it, a relationship without God’s blessing, like the watchman who watches over the city, will be in vain.

Today marks the 304th day when marchesa and myself pledged our commitment to one another. In the past 304 days, not a day passed by where we never expressed our love for each other. We had our rough moments but for some unexplainable reason, we would always end up telling each other of our love. When one doesn’t budge, the other one always gives in, there are times when stubborness kicks in but still we patch up.

My whole being exults in joy to the Father for giving me this opportunity to be with someone who after his own heart. I look forward to the next 27,759 days.

Happy tensixteen baby. I love you Marchesa Jane Fabila. I love you very much.

when the
  leaves
    started
   to
      f   a   l    l
for the
        ground,

   
so  did  i …  …

         for him.

when the
   c u r r e n t s
wanted to
     take him     far 
     from the shore

that’s when 
     i started to swim.

there’s a perfect time
for perfect reactions
            your cause 
      made my effect

like leaves 
   to time’s submission.

_______________________
happy tensixteen pepit.
I love you mahal.
thank you for the gift.
thank you for 10 months of always walking nearer to the traffic just to make sure i’m okey.

by grace…

      

it’s tensixteen.
some people go on with life living from summer until it hits them that the leaves have changed to fall.
then there are some people who live each day to notice the slow color transition of the leaves.

that is the beauty of love.
two people are graced to experience that careful movement from something so foreign to something so strong.  it’s in genuine love that two people are careful not to break each other and the friendship, so that they allow themselves to change within the natures of one another, never rushing into the next season, but being patient to discover who they are, their very colors, their varied colors, always in great cause and effect between each other.  And God has fashioned it so that His two children can experience those changes in love, carefully, within their season.

the sweet blessing also come to those people in group B.  When those more observant can see love grow rather than one day suddenly see it in full bloom.

*eeee*